6 Şubat 2008 Çarşamba

So I Thought

All your twisted thoughts free flow
To everlasting memories
Show soul
Kiss the stars with me
And dread the wait for
Stupid calls returning us to life
We say to those who are in love
It can't be true 'cause we're too young
I know that's true becauseso long I was
So in love with you
So I thought
A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
On my knees
Dim lighted room
Thoughts free flow try to consume
Myself in thisI'm not faithless
Just paranoid of getting lost or that I might lose
Ignorance is bliss cherish it
Pretty neighborhoods
You learn too much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies
About the times
A year goes by
And I can't talk about it
The times weren't right
And I couldn't talk about it
Choris Romance says goodnigh
tClose your eyes and
I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and
I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it
[guitar solo]
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and
I'll close mine
Remember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
Choris Romance says goodnight
Close your eyes and
I'll close mineRemember you, remember me
Hurt the first, the last, between
And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
And all these twisted thoughts
I seeJesus there in between
And all these twisted thoughts
I seeJesus there in between

Breathe

You try your hardest to perfect your explanations...
You lie until they've run out of questions
You can only move as fast as,
Who's in front of you,
And if you assume,
Just like them,
What good will it do,
So find out for yourself
So your ignorance,Will stop bleeding through.
Only one thing
Big enough to fill the void thats inside of you
It's just a breath away
.You can breathe today
So many lies swirling,
All around you,
You're suffocating
,The empty shape in you,
Steals your breath,
You're suffocating.
Logic forces me to believe in this,
And I have learned to see,
And I can only say what I've seen and heard,
And only you can choose,
And every choice you make will effect you,
Suit your own self.
You can breathe today[x2]So many lies swirling,
All around you,You're suffocating,
The empty shape in you,
Steals your breath,You're suffocating.
Breathe!!!
Big enough to fill the void that's inside of you,
It's just a breath away.[x2]
So many lies swirling,All around you,
You're suffocating,The empty shape in you,
Steals your breath,You're suffocating.
So many lies swirling,
All around you,You're suffocating,
The empty shape in you,Steals your breath (breath!),
So many lies swirling,All around you (breath!),
You're suffocating,The empty shape in you,
Breathe today.

There For You

Sometimes I'm a selfish fake
You're always a true friend
I don't deserve you
'Cause I'm not there for you
Please forgive me again
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you
Swirling shades of blue
Slow dancing in your eyes
Sun kisses the earth
And I hush my urge to cry
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
Runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you
I wanna be there for you
'Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too
I wanna be there for you
Someone you can come to
I wanna be there for you
And be someone you can come to
The love runs deeper than my bones
I wanna be there for you

Red Sam

Here I stand
Empty hands
Wishing my wrists were bleeding
To stop the pain from the beatings
There you stood
Holding me
Waiting for me to notice you
But who are you
You are the truth (you are the truth)
I'm screaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life
The warmth of your embrace
Melts my frostbitten spirit
You speak the truth and I hear it
The words are I love you
And I have to believe in you
But who are you
You are the truth (you are the truth)
I'm screaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life
My hands are open
And you are filling them
Hands in the air
In the air, in the air, in the air
And I worship
And I worship
And I worship
And I worship
You are the truth (you are the truth)
I'm screaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life

All Around Me

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you
This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place
The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
Take my hand
I give it to you
Now you own me
All I am
You said you would never leave me
I believe you
I believe
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healed

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry
I don't mean to remember
It's true that I dream less often
I'm not ashamed
Of that long December
Your hand's coming down again
I close my eyes and brace myself
I only noticed your face
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
I'm falling (falling)
I'm shedding my skin (my skin)
But it's not time
I'm toldI am aware (am aware)
Of what you mean by then
I'm only ten years old
Close my eyes and brace myself
Only noticed your face
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
No matter what you're gonna build my shell
My scars are yours today
This story ends so good
I love you and I understand
That you stood where I stood
Close my eyes and brace myself
I only noticed your face
No matter what you're gonna break my shell
No matter what you're gonna break my shell
I'm done healing
I'm done healing

Sorrow

  • Sometimes life seems too quiet
  • Into paralyzing silence
  • Like the moonless dark
  • Meant to make me strong
  • Familiar breath of my old lies
  • Changed the color in my eyes
  • Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by
  • Sorrow lasts through this night
  • I'll take this piece of you
  • And hope for all eternity
  • For just one second I felt whole
  • As you flew right through me
  • Left alone with only reflections of the memory
  • To face the ugly girl that's smothering me
  • Sitting closer than my pain
  • He knew each tear before it came
  • Soon He will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by
  • Sorrow last through this night
  • I'll take this piece of
  • YouAnd hope for all eternity
  • For just one second I felt whole
  • As You flew right through me
  • And we kiss each other one more time
  • And sing this lie that's halfway mine
  • The sword is slicing through the question
  • So I won't be fooled by his angel light
  • Sorrow lasts through this night
  • I'll take this piece of you
  • And hope for all eternity
  • For just one second I felt whole
  • As you flew right through me
  • And up into the stars
  • Joy will come

Cassie

  • The question asked in order
  • To save her life or take it
  • The answer no to avoid death
  • The answer yes would make it
  • Make it
  • Do you believe in God
  • Written on the bullet
  • Say yes to pull the trigger
  • Do you believe in God
  • Written on the bullet
  • And Cassie pulled the trigger
  • All heads are bowed in silence
  • To remember her last sentence
  • She answered him knowing what would happen
  • Her last words still hanging in the air
  • In the air
  • Do you believe in God
  • Written on the bullet
  • Say yes to pull the trigger
  • Do you believe in God
  • Written on the bullet
  • And Rachel pulled the trigger
  • How many will die
  • I will die
  • I, I will say yes
  • Do you believe in God
  • Written on the bullet
  • Say yes to pull the trigger
  • Do you believe in God
  • Written on the bullet
  • And Cassie pulled the trigger
  • (Do you believe)
  • Do you believe in God (Do you believe)
  • Do you believe in God (Do you believe)
  • Do you believe in God
  • And I will pull the trigger

Perfect

  • Sick of circling the same road
  • Sick of bearing the guilt
  • So open the windows to cool off
  • And heat pours in instead
  • Perfect in weakness
  • I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
  • All my efforts to clean me
  • Leave me putrid and filthy
  • And how can you look at me
  • When I can't stand myself
  • I'm tired to be honest
  • I'm nobody
  • Perfect in weakness
  • I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
  • Perfect in weakness
  • I'm only running in just your strength alone
  • I tried to kill you
  • You tried to save me
  • You save me
  • You save me
  • You save me
  • You save me
  • Perfect in weakness
  • I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
  • Perfect in weakness
  • I'm only running in just your strength alone

fully alive

  • Telling Layla's story spoken
  • 'Bout how all her bones are broken
  • Hammers fall on all the pieces
  • Two months in the cover creases
  • Fully alive
  • More than most
  • Ready to smile and love life
  • Fully alive and she knows
  • How to believe in futures
  • All my complaints shrink to nothing
  • I'm ashamed of all my somethings
  • She's glad for one day of comfort
  • Only because she has suffered
  • Fully alive
  • More than most
  • Ready to smile and love life
  • Fully alive and she knows
  • How to believe in futures
  • Fully aliveMore than mos
  • tReady to smile and love life
  • Fully alive and she knows
  • How to believe in futures
  • Fully aliveMore than most
  • Ready to smile and love life
  • Fully alive and she knows
  • How to believe in futures

i am so sick

I will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break
I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears
I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
Hear it! I'm screaming it!
You tremble at this sound
You sink into my clothes
And this invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick
I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so
I'm so sick
I'm so
I'm so sick